the way of living

sometimes i ask myself whether i am living or just spending my limited time on earth.
and most often i get an answer in negative.i have done the first thing that the former president dr.Apj abdul kalam has said i.e. dreaming. i have a dream.perhaps the undefendable zeal to  make the dream into reality
is needed.ok
what ever we are doing that should be done whole heartedly and we should know that whatever we are
doing ,we are contributing to the nation economically,socialy &politically also may be directly or indirectly.
the very small thing or deed matters.
if we are participating in a strike,that counts,if we use a product of foreign company, that affects.
if we waste our time by gossiping ,that has impacts.
so before taking the very little step to buy banana ina polythin bag,we have to think.
but come to the reality.WHO THINKS???
always there is a conflict between personal choices,freedom and the welfare of the society.
Ms.menaka gandhi opines that nonvegitarians indirectly help global warming.
smoking effects the atmosphere and the person concerned.
but how many individuals are thinking to force their friends,relatives to change their habits.
one may laugh at these small things.
but i believe small things can be the source of great change.